IT'S A GIRL!!!!!

hey everyone! were having a girl! she was not cooperative at all today at our ultrasound. she had the umbilicle cord and her hand between her legs and her legs crossed. she did not want us seeing her parts :) her heartbeat was 151 which is really good. she is on schedule and looking great. she was waving to us and sucking her thumb. we are going to have such a hard time figuring out a name for this little girl. we are so happy that we have one of each. we know that dj will be a great big brother to his little sister! here are some pics of her!!!!

here are the goods ;)

here she is waving at us!

and here she is sucking her thumb...

18 week belly!

i cant believe im 18 weeks already... wow time has flown! we go tomorrow to get our 3d u/s to find out the sex of the baby!! i cant wait, my sister and nicole are going with me since dave has to work!! here is my 18 week belly!!!

im going through PPD :(

i think that i am going through a bout with depression. i have been super moody, very mean to dave, and im just not happy with myself. so on my next dr appt im going to talk with my dr to see what i can do or see what i can take. the other day i was taking so much crap out on dave and my dad said that i need to stop stressing so much and to calm down cause dave doesnt deserve that. and i totally agree with my dad. i have been super stressed on some things and i just dont feel like me anymore.i have heard that having two babies so close together can cause you to have way more hormones than a regular pregnant woman needs. and it can be either a good thing or a bad thing. i never thought i would go through this but it has hit me so hard. and im scared.
i know that weather can effect a person but im in northern cali and its SUNNY. i see my dr on the 12th so hopefully we can find something to help me.

happy valentines day!

dave and i stayed in and exchanged gifts.. nothing much new here either....

Happy V Day!!!

Tests...

so dave and i decided to have the tests done to see if our starburst will have downs or anything serious like that. so i had it at my appt today and will have the results soon! i cant believe how fast time is flying by. it seems like yesterday we were bringing dj home from the hospital. i cant believe that im 16 weeks already!!!